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by sea(r)hing

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хоть ветер и освежает лицо. но что это за жизнь? где ничего не движется вперёд. однажды ты проснёшься в руинах. прошлое погибает под настоящим. этот воздух меня преследует. всё дышит тревогой. долгое прощание с обещанием жить. всё время притворяюсь, что я в порядке. но для меня всё кончено. что это за жизнь? я забыл. though the wind refreshes the face. but what is this life? where nothing moves forward. one day you'll Wake up in ruins. killed by the past in the present. this air haunts me. everything breathes anxiety. a long farewell to the promise of life. I keep pretending I'm okay. but it's over for me. but what is this life? I forget.
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rewind 03:56
what interests you? my throat's parched. ask me a question. what's on your mind? stay with me. pause outside the window. the lights stopped throwing shadows into the room. rewind the movie. a false look inside yourself. you know nothing. panic starts at the wrists. the wounds did not grow together. what are you doing tonight?
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dictaphone 04:23
Сold. On the floor. I have not slept. looking in the mirror is cold. We will. we will speak. cold. we we will speak. I'll tell you about it, Diana.
4.
hell? 04:10
When will you let me go? you and I in hell. flowers thrown into the fire. flowers have lost beauty. light the last frame of the film. do not keep anything to me.
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anymore 03:45
I can't hear my breath anymore. I'm not interested in you anymore. the occasional clatter of teeth from anger. I'm not comfortable with my friends anymore. I'm not interested in anything else.
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either/or 02:56
to sink easily. with his hands tied. Living with your hands tied is hard. I feel better without you than with you.
8.
open mouths 04:11
soon. the waves will open their mouths. on the surface of the fishing tackle. everything's quiet this month. no hurry. I'm at the shore. the sun hides.
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I was lost under the rainy sky. in September. I fainted. to get it. to lose it. they leave no traces in puddles. together.
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eclipses 02:46
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in half 03:27
half life under the moon. half life under the sun. all life is enclosed in a black square. under the starry sky. all life is within the framework. walking in the corners. Outside (internally) there is no way out. life is a black square.
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released August 12, 2018

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experimental music, ambient, noise, shoegaze, drone, noise pop, lo-fi, avant, dreams, experimental pop, dreamgaze

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